Big Ideas...Little Execution

So here is a little something about me. I have really big idea's which is great! But on the other hand, I pursue very little execution, (not so great) and recently I have found myself questioning everything. Keep in mind; I do this on a bi-weekly basis, so no one panic, but I thought to myself, "What is holding me back?" Am I afraid, is it too much work, do I think I am not good enough? Probably an even mix of all of those things, but in reality, there is no real thing holding me back, just myself.

There have been so many times in my life where I put blood, sweat, and tears into something and got nothing out of it, and there have been so many times where I pushed my idea aside for "later" and watched someone else accomplish what I thought I couldn't. I can tell you now, watching someone else live your dream is way worse than chasing a dream and not catching it. So, I am tired of it, I am tired of being in my own way, and I realize it's time to change.

The good news is, when you don't like something about yourself, you can do something about it. So to fix this, I want to finish something, and I mean really finish it. I want to put in all of the efforts I can, and whether my idea soars or sinks, I want to be able to say that I stuck it out to the end and actually did the damn thing.

That is the message I have for Y'all, there is no reason to fear your dreams, and if it doesn't work, who cares! Find a new vision or try again! One thing I will never forget, that my Dad has instilled in my mind since I was a little girl, and has been the best thing he has taught me is, "never give up." So here I am, telling myself, and telling you all. No matter how hard it may seem, or how big your dreams may be. Look it in the eyes, give it everything you have, and then give it a little more. Never give up, and please do yourself a favor and chase it, I promise it will always be worth it.

Xoxo,

Failing Fabulously